I can

I can smile
I can frown
I can feel beautiful
I can feel ugly
I can be confident
I can be insecure
I can tell the truth
I can tell a lie
I can act like a friend
I can act like an enemy
I can love you
I can hate you
I can overcome
I can fear
I can be who ever I want to be

Do they know?

Do they know?
I walk around with a smile on my face
I look happy 
Do they know?
I know I'm not actually always happy but no one knows that 
I wonder if they can see through my smile
No they can't do that 
I can't even tell when I'm hiding my smile sometimes
But what if they can tell
They look at me and know 
They know I'm faking my smile
They know what is really going on
They know.

Hell

Out the window lies the world
I’m trapped in this little room for eternity
I didn’t mean to lie
I was going to tell the truth
But I couldn’t
A lie was so much easier to say
Moving along the wall
The window disappears
Blackness start to surround me
Fog slowly seeps in from the cracks of the door
The real world has never seemed so far away
As the fog leaks in it makes the room hotter
My head is burning along with the rest of me
Sparks of light appear as I flip the switch
I’m falling further into this new world
Pieces of my pants start to ignite
The fire spreads slowly
Up my body to the end
It is burning me alive
Why did I have to try to defy?
Why did I have to lie?
Why do I have to die?
This is what it has come to
Burning my skin slowly the fire reaches my neck
I’m dying right here and now
Being sucked into hell for all of eternity
I’m gone